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ABORTABORTABORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [12 Sep 2005|05:45pm] new new new journal. this one is old old old, and now dead dead dead! [ps. this weekend was amazing.] 1 _____ ♥

[03 Sep 2005|04:12pm] [ music | patrick wolf. ] everyday in votech i see jimmy antonis, that makes me love life. hi mom. last night craigs was reeal fun i liked it alot. thats it. ♥

[30 Aug 2005|03:41pm] so pretty much the word amazing amazes me, and well i use it alot. "thats sorta ironic" "thats amazing wtf" i see the ravens alot now. my friends dont approve of things i like. right now i know that im not leaving tonight because i have to clean and pack my room so i can fuckin move "fuckinnnnn A" and thats pissing me off cause all i want to do right now is go sit outside the mall for a fucking hour, with afton and adelino and mattpark and ben and bright eyes and malachi, and all them, and doing nothing thats exciting but somehow, i still would kill to do that. and im not and its pretty lame. kdansifbasdohf i started votech today, it was amazing alli wasent there so i was all alone, but still the class is fucking so laid back and chill i love it, even tho this girl almost kicked my ass cause she didnt like the way i said door, but besides that its amazing and its going to be an easy ass year. and il only continue to like it if alli goes cause i cant handle being alone all the other girls there fuckin creep me the fuck out. fuckidy fuck. i wish afton went to my school id like that. id also like to say that i cant keep secrets, even my own its funny, cause i tell everyone things i didnt want people to know..but oh well nothing THAT bad is coming out of it. i watched rich get his tattoo yesterday, i left right before rob got his, but im sure it looks amazing, cause riches looked sweeeett. it made me want a tattoo realll bad so now im gonna heve to get one. then adelino got me fromt he tattooo place, went to the mall sawww ben bright eyes dale mike and malachhii they were all really retarded and malachi and dale freaked me out so bad i just wanted to cry. we played at the arcade, cause we are so amazingly sweet liek that. blah blah stuf stuf stuf then i came home, and i was sick all night and i didnt sleep at all. i went to school today sick 1st period was fine, second period, i flipped out, i saw the test sitting in front of me and i got so overwhelmed with god knows what that i started balling.  so i slept it off in gym. i miss hanging out with people i used to. (even tho i love who i hang out with now, i miss my old friends..)   like my old old friends. and my sorta old friends. wtf?   i miss fuckin hira. 1 _____ ♥

[27 Aug 2005|08:37pm] afton bebe becky kate brittney rhai mattpark rob rich tino adelino malachi benN bright eyes joey craig drewbie h/mallboy will amber alexis josh andrew kayla thats who i saw yesterday. ilovedmostofthem 5 _____ ♥

schoool is swweeet. [24 Aug 2005|08:00pm] [ music | electronaut ] this is going to be hte easiest school year ever...well my guidens person said to just get and excuse from gym forever..so no more gym... im in interegrated math, cp english and and normal history..its really as easy as it gets, and votech. well since beaver is hte awsome school it is, and decides to go back before the rest of beaver county..we dont start vo-tech till the 1st...so we have from 1130-230 to do.. nothing.. so we can just go home at 11 30. so pretty much i dont start school till the first. allison is in all my classes. beckys in some..andys in NONE. everyone except becky is in b lunch...uhmm i like little boys. i hate little girls. someone pick me up from school around 11 30 tomorrow afton comes home tomorrrowwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 _____ ♥

last night of summer?! [22 Aug 2005|11:51pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | oasis ] today was so beyond amazing it was ridiculous, i felt like i was in last summer, everyone one i was with todya i totally adore, and all the kids i hate werent there it was amazing.. today was perfect nothing could have ruined it. yeah. it almost made up ffor the rest of the sumemr being lame. the ravens were with us tdya i like them alot they are all mazing.. and adelino and tino insisted on calling bright eyes jason, so it felt even more like last summer.. amazing amazing. we sang all day to everything, we made a huge like 30 person single file line.. i heard the p5 song and it was jsut all about old times.. like when rich and tino drank a whole bottle of wine.. then me and kate we jsut weird.. aoshfd'iasdfh wow today makes me happy ps..im a stupid little girl and i have a crush a real big one. and i miss feeling all giddy like this, i love it so much :) (yeah, hes younger than me) <3 haha 1 _____ ♥

i just posted i dont care. [21 Aug 2005|01:46am] haha i like this kid alot, hes younger than me..im lame. 4 _____ ♥

[20 Aug 2005|11:54pm] guys, "im a toxic person, watch out or il suck you into my sickness." 12 year olds stuck in a 43 year old body, are really really sweet, let me tell you. well today was gay real gay i woke up to kate crying, cause im never allwoed to see her again cause im such a horrible influence blah blha (yeah debbie i bet your reading this..FUCKYOU!) anyway matt and rob and joey came and got me, then the day got alot better. i go back to school in like 3 fucking days er somthing like that...real gay, but that also means afton comes home in like 3 days..so its good. the ravens are nice to me now. yeah thats it. ♥

i quit smoking. [15 Aug 2005|10:36pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | luda. ] yay. lately all i do is see becky/kate and mattpark. and all those moon kids. last night adelino went straight edge, me and mattpark quit smoking rich said "fuck that". today i didnt feel like exsisting so i didnt go anywere, mattpark came over at liek 9 and we chilled here and i complained to him for like an hour, and he jut sat and listened cause hes the best friend ever. im real upset about shit i didnt think id care about, adelino called it, acctaully everyone except myself called it. becky i love you but damn im dissapointed... er last night i decided i love mattpark and adelino and drew and rich. we walked threw housing plans like losers and just sat in someone yard for liek an hour. if you hate everything about me and im annoying, thats cool but shutup and keep it to yourself you shady mother fucker. my turtle is gonna live to be 50 years old. 5 _____ ♥

scene kids. [12 Aug 2005|12:32am] [ music | hollywood undead! ] yesterday i chilled with alli all day then becky all night. matt park and albert woke me up this morning, becky went home, the three of us went to moonish area got josh and rob saw some other peopel, came to matts with them matt albert rob josh adelino rich scotty and zar, then went back to moon met up with more people..blah blah blah so much shit happened. today was very fun. im still not wearing shoes. 1 _____ ♥

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